Friday, November 6, 2009

Pissed Off Letter To Self

Hey you

Read this on and dont regard this as a poison pen letter. go on and read it ... may be i thought you and me should better start communicating before you alienate your self from me. I am damn sure you are going to do it. now you dont listen to me and even care for me. you have stopped doing what you were doing a month back! C'mmon dude do what ever makes you happy. if its red label then go ahead, if its tandoori chicken then go ahead..you know what makes you happy. do whatever you want. dont take seriously what your ma about your driving or whatever ever the silly kid remarks . I would much rather have regrets about you doing what ppl say and want, than regretting not doing what my heart says and wondering what life had been like if you'd just been me.you know not whether I am your friend or your foe, but you should count it to be your honour to have me for either. for, a noble friend is the best gift and a noble enemy the next best?

Further. i know you were contemplating to something on and Listen do not even think of "the mauled kitty and dogs and bitches". breathe in and breather out and read on what i have for you.

I am borrowing something for you and only you from srk and others gr8 beings so that, that cheers you up. I dont why are you pissed off. is it because of me. i know your reply would be "Hell ya ! I am pissed " and i should not even try to tell you how to be .. isnt it ... but then i thought i should take the liberty of telling you because you and me are the same isnt ??? or you regard me else ?

you and me know it that you love to loved and hate to be hated and if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you. Further some love one, some love two, some are confused about who to love but i love you. And you don't need to be the way you are about others, when someone loves/likes you are with you then the way they say your name is different, may be akash/aakash/aakhash or whatever..you know that your name is safe in their mouth. And then I flatter you and you wont believe me. I Criticize you,you wont like me . But if you love me, I would be forced to love you. So dont hate me.Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are meant to shine. We are born to make manifest the glory that is within us. It's not just in us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.And all these years of dealing with the back stabber have told me one and one thing that the come into play when your back is turned and not other wise. So you see its them who don't have the balls ! And Coming to women, they are crazy creatures you and I know when they cry and when they are happy and the rest we dont know ;)

SO I have given enough of reasons explanation etc, so now cheer up and smile.. dont frown or dont put up those silly pirate and siren's posters in and around you. go go go!