Sunday, December 5, 2010

Dear ......

It's not often that I put pen to paper to let others know how important they are to me, but after all of the emotional support you guys have given me.I want to admit one thing to both of you that so far, you are the two best and wonderful individual that I have come across. I think I am being emotional to be writing a mail to say you all this, but I had as both of you must be asleep now and I had this sudden flash flood of emotions, so i couldn't resist but to write a mail to you both and I also thought it was only right to tell you both how much you two mean to me.

There are times when I really have to pinch myself and ask, “Is this really my life? How the heck did I get here, to this place, with these people… how the heck did I get so lucky?” I have spent with you guys in little over the past 8 months, the best time of life, and both of you were there for me even in the worst of time. Amongst all the good moments, this past Thursday was definitely one of those times. No matter how grupmy I am and how much I sulk (yeh I do sulk a lot !! sorry but I had to admit), I was/am and will be contented from within (......, you have your answer for my smirk).

Whether be it being with me, making me feel good about most things and make me feel strong or giving princely practical advise in order to brave the stupid politics or even the most silliest things in life, both of You have always been such wonderful protective and supportive person to me... you two have been with me and been there for me ever since I met you. You were there for me when I was in love, in pain, in confusion. You've had more faith in me than I have ever had in myself... and I am endlessly grateful for that. You've provided me with an anchor of support, if not always sanity. With you two, I feel that there are emotional things that will not change, even if our three separate lives do change on their own. I feel like there is something real and permanent about my endearment for both of you. It is like the sky when the mountains may crumble. It is like a background in front of which I will assume the various characters and personalities that this world directs me to.

There is nothing in this world that I would not do for you two. I trust you with everything I have, and everything I am. I believe that you know this... and that you have known this for a long time. I might imagine that we are a kind of soul-sibling... and that we've been together for multiple lives. I can create elaborate theories and stories about our past lives together... ... or some other silly nonsense. Mutual and equal trust... as if we were employed to do the same task, and to do it together. In a world of lies and deception, you two were the only one I trusted.I count myself among the luckiest souls in the universe for meeting you.

Thank you for being here for me.

Its alright if you let me fade to nothing but in my memory both of you would be etched and I would go with it I will go to my grave.

Be Safe, Be Healthy, Be happy

Confusion to our enemy